Time For Change In Self

     Its a new dawn its a new day its a new life.. and im starting to feel good. Its a new year and i think it is time for me to change something about me, apart of me is dealing with people. People say that the people that you hang out with sometimes dictate how you act. Its time for me to cut a few people off who are changing me, not making me to the best of my abilitites. I need to change how i act, i need to change how i react to certain situations. I dont know how i am going to change but its time for me to find a way to do this. I feel as though i am not the person that i want to be today. i want to go and find a change in myself and in others this year. I find each year as an opportunity to improve. The previous year of 2011 did not turn out how i exactly expected. There is nothing that you can do about the past, but you can do is try to improve your future. All i can say that i am going to do differently this year is, calm myself.. calm my thoughts, smile a bit more, go back to how i used to be, and learn to let go of the past. Some friends said that i turned into a better person this year, some say that i changed for the worse, i origionally thought that i changed for the better.. but the truth is i have realized that i was wrong. I changed and i shouldnt of. Life knocks you down and i chose not to get back up and fight for what i believed in. But this year i wont make the mistake, I will stand up, i will appreciate those around me, and i will make a difference in myself and others. That is my new years resolution.